Do I say that every time I actually post something?
I have at least two completely different posts stuck in draft mode just because things are happening so fast that I can't keep up. I don't know if it's worth rehashing everything or just skipping to what's going on now.
Dudely is over 5 months old now. He will be having his open heart surgery in a little over a month. The cardiologist says he's an excellent candidate for the surgery. He's happy and healthy as far as I can tell, but he hasn't grown much in the last couple of months. I mean, he is learning new things and developing that way, but he's physically about the same size as he was 2 months ago. I hope it's just because of his heart and he will grow faster after he recovers from surgery.
Hubby finally had his court date on Wednesday and things are pretty much the same except changes were made that would allow us to have some peace and quiet. BB will be going back to church (and it will be the one I attend, which I think is great!) and she has to go to therapy. I think maybe now my brain will settle down and I won't be posting those little short bursts of an entry just to get something off my chest.
We're going to attempt to start the adoption process soon for DD and LB, which will mean that I have to contact X for the first time in almost a year and a half. I have no idea how he will react. I have a really hard time believing that he could possibly care about them after no contact whatsoever for so long.
They're starting a crochet club of sorts at church that I want to join. I'm not sure I can keep up with it, though. There's also a bible study I want to do and we've been going to Bible study on Wednesday nights and I'm still leading the choir and I have a secret sister who I'm sure feels neglected...
I'm trying to make it to at least all of BB's baseball games with the kids. It seems like he's going to have two per week for the next couple of months.
Why on earth do I keep adding more to my plate? This isn't like me at all.
I can't tell if I really have a lot going on or if I just feel like I do and I'm being overly dramatic.
